Words

Ever notice how Psalms are written? Often with a feeling of discord, questioning of self, at the beginning. Then there is the reminder that we follow a loving God, a God worthy to be praised no matter what goes on in life. That is how I feel right now. In a few words I feel:

Embarrassed

Unhappy

Disappointed

Stressed

"Here we go again"

Never follow through

(My eye opener) my size hindered my family vacation.....really?! It's pretty bad when you can't ride rides because dad is too big. A serious low point for me. 

Failure

Project

Start fresh

Can't do this on my own

Only with God's help

Forget the past

Look ahead

For my kids

For my wife

For my life

Changes coming soon. Be watching for a plan. 

Tomorrow night I will share. 

I know....you are thinking what I'm thinking "I've heard this before...what is different?"  I don't know but I have to try. Too much at stake.